Ate 2 meals in one sitting… Maybe because i’m sad… Food, comfort me please.. :-(
Everything is not the same and will never be.
Go south …
I’ll go north.
Hush… Its good bye.
Bid sunshine those thousand lies.
She’d moved on, no more asking “why?”
Its hard… And in every fraction of a second, it is even hardest.
Seems like there is an invisible mesh… Doing its purpose… To protect…
Protect me from hurting.
One day i just woke up… Without the heavy burden.
Got into lots of thinking.
Decisions were made. Acceptance is the answer,
I still want to shed tears… But it seems like there’s none left.
Twas one of those few memorable moment.
And everything needs to go.
There you are. There YOU were…
Not too high; not too low…
but the DISTANCE..?
Billion light years.
Who would have thought that it is possible
to keep yourself from falling when you’re already deep down under..?
Who would have believed that even your shattered self can still be broken million times in one blow..?
Who would have thought those could be possible..?
Because I have not…
wipe these tears.
Sandari, make it stop.
Keep me from breaking.
SANDARI, Help me to forget.
I WANT YOU HOME! I NEED YOU NOW BABE! IF ONLY DISTANCE COULD FUCK OFF! THIS FEELING THAT MAKES ME MISS YOU GETS STRONGER EVERYDAY! I miss you! Imiss you.. Missing you so much its nearly killing me!!! I want you home!
Its hard and getting harder… I need my time off… I need to be alone far from you.
Plain and simple.
But enough to give her happiness.
Pins and needles.
But enough to tear her down.
Happy and sad.
Enough to love her or torn her real bad.
You saw me through during those times i can’t even recognize myself.
You led the way when i’m starting to get lost.
You held me tight when i’m starting to doubt everything.
You embraced me during those times i’m down.
You kept up with my moodswings and accepted me even if you want to explode…
You’re always there during those times i needed you…
Babe, for all those times, i love you.
And loving you seems to be one of the happiest and weirdest feeling in the world.
I love you… I love you for everything.
BABE, YOU’RE MY 25TH; I’M YOUR 26TH AND 27TH IS OURS TO CELEBRATE.
I see you again and then i fall… We both know no matter how hard we try, we’re deeply attached to each other and the more we deny, the more others see the silent but loud feelings we tried hard to keep…
Its more painful than goodbye and its more complicated as each day passes by… But we know its plain and simple if we became true to ourselves
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